Mastering Trials of Initiation

Adapting to living in, with and through this higher vibration readily available to us now has been a challenge for many. You would think that everything would be 'easy peasy' now, yet many advanced lightworkers are reporting emotional highs and lows, past angst resurfacing and the pull to shutting down spiritually. Even with living an enlightened life as I do now, I've been feeling it.

'Trials of Initiation' is a fifth dimensional consciousness term very fitting for this time. Since ancient times, for a person moving in to higher spiritual living, greater wisdom and power,  a test appears on their path. The purpose of this test is to challenge the person to see if they are wise, mature, strong and fearless enough to hold the gift before them. And this gift is never for them alone - they are CHOSEN to hold this gift for a group of people and the greater good.

Being a success or failure at the completion of the test does not matter. (Our ego mind does not like this as it perceives things in black and white and people as winners or losers). Rather, a person is successful at their test of initiaion when the following is demonstrated:

Ability to Perservere - to get up over and over when challenges arise. You may feel black and blue inside and out, yet you continue to listen to the higher calling within and embrace the challenge. You keep getting up, knowing that to giving up is not in alignment with your soul purpose.

Creativity - how well you dig deep inside of you for solutions, think outside-the-box and put new ideas and plans in order address the challenge of the test is a key to success. This is about calling in the frequency of creativity through the Divine Feminine and then moving to action using the frequency of the Divine Masculine.

Surrender - know that this does not mean giving up or giving a part of yourself up. (Again that ego mind wants you to believe that you will die if you surrender). Rather, surrender is about allowing your highest vision and knowing to lead you forward, while coaching your inner fears and resistance and not allowing them to 'run the show'.  This includes connecting with your core, nurturing yourself and filter out the external noise and distractions.

The fuel for moving through a Test of Initiaion is going back to Source again and again. Doing this includes using your tools and skills for yourself to keep refilling your tank. This also includes letting those in spirit who assist you know when you are tired, frustrated, scared or wanting to give up. This is their cue to step in, step up and carry you at times through times of challenge.

You do not go through all of this for nothing - REWARDS are on their way. Start by moving through your day with the thought that you are 1)open to receive and 2)ready for your rewards. Let go of how they will appear!

My next posting will conitnue on this topic, especially Opening to Receive!

Love and Light, Kathy