Since the beginning of this month, there has been an underlying current of sabotaging energy being experienced by Lightworkers. You may have experienced it on a physical, mental, emotional or spiritual level - and many people are experiencing it related to work. (Even if you are on vacation, you may have sense of 'something is up' or an inability to relax and let go).
Know that it is not your fault - as sensitive beings, we Lightworkers easily move to self-blame. This is an external, global pressure trying to disempower our knowing and abilities. Use all the tools and techniques you have to 1) ground your energy to the earth, while visualizing connection to rock within the earth, 2) shield your physical being, and 3) make choices not to place yourself in toxic or overwhelming situations.
With this latter point - toxic environments that you can choose not to be part of - be very mindful of the choices that you make while on the internet. At its highest vibration, the internet has been a profound tool for connecting our energies, for new learning and to find the 'soul food' that you require. At its lower vibrations, it can leach your energy slowly through unfocused surfing, excessive game playing, or searching for and connecting with people on Facebook who no longer serve your energy. The internet can leach your energy quickly as well, including energy stealers disguised as spiritual gurus.
Discernment is the key when on the internet. If something does not feel right, don't go there. If you feel yourself being lost in a site or in certain teachings, step away until you sense whether it really is for your highest good. Many Lightworkers are losing their power through their addiction to the internet - if you have an addictive nature (especially from a family of origin with addictions) this is especially important for you.
Here are some indicators for Advanced Lightworkers that somehow your energy is being compromised if:
1) You are finding that for 2-3 months your energy has been like a roller-coaster. (When you go through periods of growth and activation of higher vibration within, you can experience this effect and 2 to 3 weeks at the most).
2) You are finding it is challenging to move back to your heart centre at any time, but especially when under stress.
3) You you are not experiencing more Joy in your life overall over the past 2 to 3 months.
As my ego struggles to give you a simple answer to this, I hear " There is only Self-Love". Meditations and healing where you focus on yourself, sending self-love to your core is essential. If emotion arises, do not be anxious about it. Allow it to move through you - it is simply old, stored energy that you no longer require and is getting in the way of strength and joy. Self-love is the foundation for your being, the source of your power and your link to the Universe. To assist yourself and others, you can add this prayer to your daily practice:
"My Guardians and Guardians of those whom I love,
Shield us from psychic attack and those who steal energy".
~ Love and Light, Kathy
